((Hmh well yes I suppose I have delt with all that has happen over the two years with out my brother, but I can't stand to be away from my home land for too long. Israel is where I grew up and I moved to the U.S. a few years ago. So I will try to go back to Israel to see the rest of my family and make a speach in hebrew for my decest brother. Every thing else is on my other account about him. ~AryNny))